I write to you . Because things are not exactly easy at the moment. And the only positive thing I seem to get out of this is life lessons. But I dont want to feel miserable , I want to be happy. And this is why I write to you. I'm currently staring into my … out of the depths of my misery weiterlesen
We both know that we might get bored of each other and the posibility of ending something that never really started still exists . We let our expectations ruin each others images thank you brain , for filling in the missing spaces thank you brain for making me believe that I already know them because you … We both know weiterlesen
You don't exclusively find them in England , but mostly. The last 48 hours have been and are probably the hardest time I've evern had , and the biggest challenge I have taken on. I'm in England, as au pair to a small french family of the Mom and three boys, It's rough. I have never … Panic attacks and where to find them pt2 weiterlesen
How will I ever be able to tell you how much your heart helps my heart heal. How your attention numbs the pain inside my chest and fills the hole inside my stomach with loveliness , less loneliness. I find back to reality through you .
There are nights I can only word vomit Because my thoughts are too tangled up And I have two cats in my bed so it could be dangerous to figure out the lines . I could get stuck from trying too hard like I always do . But if I do nothing I am left … Everything weiterlesen
Last night was one of those nights. And I can't seem to get over it , so I'm writing about it. Here's what happened : I went to a metal/rock club with my best friend and her boyfriend. I had already been there before but was still kind of scared , because that's what being … Not like I’m not already a mess, but now I’m a hot mess weiterlesen
Maybe that's me . I have never went to bed at 5:36 in the morning , when the sky is not as dark at the trees anymore. Never went to bed with my lashes coated in mascara and skin covered in a better me . I never got asked to smoke with somebody , never … weiterlesen