If you ask me , Id say I have dealt with multiple mental health problems during the course of my life . Self harm , anorexia , anxiety and depression. The four classics perhaps. But have I really? I've become pretty good at self diagnosing , thanks to the internet that fulfills its role to … Middle child syndrome and self diagnosed mental disorder weiterlesen
I'm going home for just over a week in 1 month and 14 days . But who's counting. Yes. Life is being quite challenging at the moment and there is a lot I'm struggling with , but I'm allowing myself to be happy anyways because things always get better , it's just a matter of … Going HOME weiterlesen
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So anxiety is hard. Obsession over things that have never happened and probably never will . It's been bad , but responsibility keeps me from shutting down completely. I no longer have the choice to stay in my room for an entire week if I wanted to , not see anybody . And as much … I would take a fall for you , or two weiterlesen
Today feels like home. Candles that fill the room with the sweet and dark scent of apples and cinnamon . Midnight green walls . Bare feet that know the way even through the dark. Setting down your bag filled with today's adventures. Today feels like poetry. Soft spoken word constructions , soft like cat paws … The day it felt like home weiterlesen
How will I ever be able to tell you how much your heart helps my heart heal. How your attention numbs the pain inside my chest and fills the hole inside my stomach with loveliness , less loneliness. I find back to reality through you .
There are nights I can only word vomit Because my thoughts are too tangled up And I have two cats in my bed so it could be dangerous to figure out the lines . I could get stuck from trying too hard like I always do . But if I do nothing I am left … Everything weiterlesen