Falling for you was like bittersweet cider , Wanting you , tequila shots . It doesn't do me any good anymore , Now that I'm sobering up.
Sure Nina , keep pretending that the problem is going to fix itself. Keep filling your stomach with cold water and coffee , then wonder why you're so cold , why you cry so much and why everything is so hard. I know you didn't choose this. I know it's a coping mechanism. I know … Oh , Nina. weiterlesen
I look at you with love pumping through my veins and think , oh dear , I'm going to write so much poetry about you . You will cause me so much growth , and pain and suffering . You don't let me be in love with you. You try to protect us from a … Premature heartbreak. weiterlesen
And I hope that 2018 is going to have more of you in my life , after all I'm basically moving countries for you.
If you ask me , Id say I have dealt with multiple mental health problems during the course of my life . Self harm , anorexia , anxiety and depression. The four classics perhaps. But have I really? I've become pretty good at self diagnosing , thanks to the internet that fulfills its role to … Middle child syndrome and self diagnosed mental disorder weiterlesen
I'm going home for just over a week in 1 month and 14 days . But who's counting. Yes. Life is being quite challenging at the moment and there is a lot I'm struggling with , but I'm allowing myself to be happy anyways because things always get better , it's just a matter of … Going HOME weiterlesen
...to be followed.