How will I ever be able to tell you how much your heart helps my heart heal. How your attention numbs the pain inside my chest and fills the hole inside my stomach with loveliness , less loneliness. I find back to reality through you .
There are nights I can only word vomit Because my thoughts are too tangled up And I have two cats in my bed so it could be dangerous to figure out the lines . I could get stuck from trying too hard like I always do . But if I do nothing I am left … Everything weiterlesen
Maybe that's me . I have never went to bed at 5:36 in the morning , when the sky is not as dark at the trees anymore. Never went to bed with my lashes coated in mascara and skin covered in a better me . I never got asked to smoke with somebody , never … weiterlesen
What if I'm making all the wrong decisions. What if I never feel like myself again. These days are filled with weak eyes , infused with heavy thoughts and drenched in clear blue skies . I feel lonely . I crave love like I never have before .to be held and cared for. It was … Midnight melancholy weiterlesen
You're missing here. It sounds selfish but all I want is your presence. How am I supposed to live without it for so long ? Time will fly , is what we said , when we parted our ways . When you left on a rainy Saturday morning , and I stood in the doorstep … Team weiterlesen
Okay , lets face it . I really have time . I leave for England by the end of August, to be an au pair for a while , time period undefined. School is officially over , everything . It's still hard to believe that this is the end. No more teachers and exams , … Downtown. weiterlesen
England . You find them in England. In the head of an overwhelmed stranger. But first let me introduce you to the backstory. As I'm graduating from school this year I need something new to do . I applied as au pair and am currently visiting a french family of 3 boys . Getting onto … panic attacks and where to find them weiterlesen