What if I’m making all the wrong decisions. What if I never feel like myself again.
These days are filled with weak eyes , infused with heavy thoughts and drenched in clear blue skies .
I feel lonely . I crave love like I never have before .to be held and cared for. It was always present but now suddenly it’s vanished. I always sustained it for myself .
But in this breach of tightly knitted self love I don’t know how to stitch myself back together .
I spent too many hours texting , trying to find myself and the love I need in other people . Its wrong.