Okay , lets face it . I really have time . I leave for England by the end of August, to be an au pair for a while , time period undefined.
School is officially over , everything . It’s still hard to believe that this is the end. No more teachers and exams , not one more happy lunch break or good English exam.
Yesterday was the graduation ceremony , I wore a pretty red dress and smiled when I was awarded two language prizes . Afterwards we drove to a river and sat by the edge under small lit lights and a full moon. Drinking champagne and talking . I was a little drunk and it was funny , even if I felt stupid. No hangover though !
Today I feel empty . I feel lonely and lost and I can’t get myself to do things. I have put new sheets on my bed and finished a book. I have sent the family pictures I took for my friend to them . I be cuddled my guinea pigs .
I’ve felt sleepy since about five hours. I don’t like this mood.