not a hot mess

I'm a mess , but not even a hot mess. I've been through an emotional roller coaster this weekend. From being in panic , to relaxation , to denial , to comfort , to agony , to disorientation , to timelessness , to calmness , to numbness , to productivity , to procrastination , to … not a hot mess weiterlesen


Chanel, cutting and the sixth sense.

Today, after more than three years I did harm to myself again. To a ridiculously small extend. But still- Not like I can't live with one more tiny scar on my left wrist.   But something else happened today. It was I sat at my desk starring at the screen when my cat arrived … Chanel, cutting and the sixth sense. weiterlesen