so my heart looked itself in the mirror and wondered how can something so blue , be natural at all there's a reason there were no blue gummy bears in the candy packages when you were little , and blueberries seemed rather purple to me but then the sky and the ocean are blue there … what color is blue weiterlesen
some nights like these I just want more of us more of what I remember made me feel whole and light and careless and free it's not hard to crave more when what you made me feel instantly , even if only temporarliy cured all that hurt me now you're hurting me I'm hurting because I … 16.02. weiterlesen
Guys , I'm back with the plans. And I'm actually really excited . For the last 7-8 months my life has been challenging in many aspects . Living away from home especially and not having a clear path for the near future has kind of chanelled all my energy away from actually improving myself and has directed it … Self improvement plans weiterlesen
Falling for you was like bittersweet cider , Wanting you , tequila shots . It doesn't do me any good anymore , Now that I'm sobering up.
Sure Nina , keep pretending that the problem is going to fix itself. Keep filling your stomach with cold water and coffee , then wonder why you're so cold , why you cry so much and why everything is so hard. I know you didn't choose this. I know it's a coping mechanism. I know … Oh , Nina. weiterlesen
I look at you with love pumping through my veins and think , oh dear , I'm going to write so much poetry about you . You will cause me so much growth , and pain and suffering . You don't let me be in love with you. You try to protect us from a … Premature heartbreak. weiterlesen
" There's nothing more beautiful than to have someone truly care about you " says my grandfather on the phone , " and to grow old together " adds my grandmother in the background. They've been married for over 60 years . I shiver and wonder if that's what love is. Wanting to grow old … 07.01.2018 weiterlesen