If you ask me , Id say I have dealt with multiple mental health problems during the course of my life . Self harm , anorexia , anxiety and depression. The four classics perhaps. But have I really? I've become pretty good at self diagnosing , thanks to the internet that fulfills its role to … Middle child syndrome and self diagnosed mental disorder weiterlesen
I'm going home for just over a week in 1 month and 14 days . But who's counting. Yes. Life is being quite challenging at the moment and there is a lot I'm struggling with , but I'm allowing myself to be happy anyways because things always get better , it's just a matter of … Going HOME weiterlesen
Let's face it , it's really true what they say that you never really know how good something is until it's gone . Whether it's a brownie or a good cuddle or a really good teacher maybe. Refraining myself from my homecountry and my social community has taught me a lot. I've been in England as … A degree in people skills weiterlesen
I was sure about not being a people person for a long time , as sure as the seasons' change and in my head this was the way it's supposed to be. I had built a palace full of consolation, a place of all things pretty , of music and stories , of seeing the … Sleeping beauties awakening weiterlesen
...to be followed.
So anxiety is hard. Obsession over things that have never happened and probably never will . It's been bad , but responsibility keeps me from shutting down completely. I no longer have the choice to stay in my room for an entire week if I wanted to , not see anybody . And as much … I would take a fall for you , or two weiterlesen
Today feels like home. Candles that fill the room with the sweet and dark scent of apples and cinnamon . Midnight green walls . Bare feet that know the way even through the dark. Setting down your bag filled with today's adventures. Today feels like poetry. Soft spoken word constructions , soft like cat paws … The day it felt like home weiterlesen